Entry title: July 25...
Date / Time : Monday, July 25, 2005 / 6:09 AM
Joy and Grief
As the title says, this weekend has been a mix of happiness and sorrow... Let's Start with the happy shall we?
Joy
Well, on friday we went to cassies house for band prac and it was really fun when we were finally complete we interrogated Mikki about our suspicionsand managed to get found out that it was partially true! :
Cassie: So, is it true? Mikki [obviously lying]: well, acutually its micah's cousin from red box Cassie: *writes on the interrogation paper: "Thinks he is Hott and puts the S in SIZZLE...* Carla, Lans and Micah: *dying of laughter*
But eventually, we got the REAL truth out ;) We also ended up interrogating Cassie about *snap snap* :
Carla: So, Cassie. Where were you on the night of the 8th? Cass: What 8th?? Carla: THE NIGHT OF THE 8TH!! Cass (confused): Um.. I was at home!! Carla: WRONG! thats it, take her away.....
hahaha... thats when we really interrogated her about *snap snap* but i wont put anything here just in case *wink*
It has also been a weekend full of parties... Which is why im falling apart, im dead tired.
Sadness
Due to these unfortunate events, my bipolar self has gone from happy to depressed.
First of all, is the unfortunate death of Tita Nit. Although i did not know her very well, i cant help but feel bad because she was a great person. I remember when i first met her she was so kind and friendly and even asked us to call her "mama Nit" I only wish that i had gotten to know her better before she went. But at least she is in a better place now....
Second: Today Tita chencho, tito rob and valerie left for the airport going back to Holland and we wont see them for a while... It was really an iyakan session outside of the house. This adds to my depression greatly... Ill miss them so much...
Third: I have to endure another week of school tomorrow... And when i have a bad mood and im in school, the smallest thing to annoy me will make me explode. plus the 8+ hours of the boring monotonous lectures and notes plus the extra hour of choir practice, ill be a wreck. I just hate how some people [like the wacko] just dont get the message that you want to be left ALONE or when you dont want to be little miss sunshine all day. Being depressed is like being sick, it has to get worse before it can get better. Just let me stew in my moodiness for a day or two and ill be back to normal!
fourth: im out of internet so this will be my last entry until i can buy a card....
help.....
*sigh* and i still didnt find a new skin for this site.... T_T
