here comes 2005! the year of the rooster (i think..) I'll be spending my new year's eve in tagaytay i heard it's freezing there! So I have to write my New Year's blog today before I leave tomorrow morning...

I realized just lately that with each new year, it's a new chance to change and start over; it's like if you make your life more worthwhile in '05, people wont look at your past self but at the new and changed person you've become for the new year!

Unfortunately, I won't be seeing any fireworks on new year's eve.. my family decided that buying fireworks is "burning money". grrr... no roman candles, no luces, no fountains,no sinturon ni hudas, no dancing dragons,no popops, nothing!! waah!!

I just hope i get home alive..(ok, so maybe im being over dramatic about the getting home alive thing, but still!)

Ok, im getting bored again... hahaha i'ts so finny that when I'm in school, im bored and want it to be vacation. when it's vacation, I eventually get bored and want it to be school! *sigh* thats life I guess...

ok.. bye!! HaPpY nEw YeAr!!!

---Carla :D

i'm bored again.... oh yeah i've been brainstorming for my new year's resolution but cant really find anything good enough! It really sucks cuz through the whole year i come up with more ways to improve my life (in daydream mode!) but when i actually THINK about it, i get a mental block! grr...

It's so wack how fast time flies even when you're NOT having fun( well for me sometimes!) it feels like only yesterday that I was in grade 3 and now im in 1st year high school!! whoa... but i have to say, i like high school alot better! life isnt as magulo as it is in grade school...heheh

alana says hi btw...
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*sigh* im still bored and i still cant figure out how to put the damn tagboard!!!!!!! AAARRRRGH!! miera HELP! hahah
bye carla

Yay! ok so let me recap on my christmas:

>I Didnt go to as many parties as last year but had fun anyway
>I spent extra bonding time with my family
>I GOT A NEW CELLPHONE!!! finally!! now i can text and call and text some more...
>I got loads of new stuff :D
>i got to see some of the family members that I hardly see because they live in the states/far far away
>i finally have money! $$$$! heheh


etc..etc...etc... hahaha even though i was sick and didnt go to too many parties, i liked this years christmas and i hope its just as fun next year ;D


***Merry Christmas and happy new year!!!*** *^^*

------Carla :D

I'm somehow satisfied with today, not boring! yay! i spent half of my day in atc with minji, chua,cristina and queenie! miera and nikki didnt come :( but it was fun anyway. We went to timezone, took pics, ate lunch and watched Bad Santa. The movie was kinda weird though...
The pics were really cute! (when i find out how to post pics, ill put it here)

when I got home, i hung out with my sis, and my friends, Alexis,Alvin, Aljoe and AC.. haha all A's!! we played with fireworks and watched each other freak out when it was their turn to light the dancing dragons hahahah

I can't believe tomorrow I can say "Tomorrow is christmas eve!!"
get it? nevermind...whoa its 9 na pala..

I'm bored again.. hehehe im still awake with nothing to do and everyone else in this house is asleep!*sigh*
It's kinda shocking how fast time flies these days. It feels like only yesterday when it was christmas of 2003!!!

Well... i guess thats it. Im so bored i simply decided to write about my day and how bored i am now... hahahaha

Ok, bye!!
----Carla :D

Christmas countdown: 3 days!!! :D

im sooo bored.. here i am once a gain with absolutely NOTHING to do now that i finished my book: Bag of Bones by Stephen King. It's a horror fiction story about a writer guy whos wife died of a stroke and her spirit still with him. 4 years after her death, he meets Mattie Devore and her daughter Kyra. He evetually falls in love with her and gets involved in the problems of Max Devore trying to take kyra away from Mattie. His house is being haunted by his dead wife and other dead people etc.. basta, summary is: its freaky, its exciting and its by a famous horror writer.. hahahahah

Anyway.. im still sick but kinda better i guess.. still extremely bored.. hehe
ok, bye!! :D

----Carla

well everything's better now and everyone's happy.. its my moms bday today and were gonna celebrate later.. hehehe anyway, IM SICK!! grr.. im sick again and there are only 5 days till christmas! :(( i hope i get better by then. *sigh* i dont know how to insert the tagboard!! i already signed up for one and it wont show up~ nevermind... Anyway, im so exited for christmas!! I can hardly wait! heehee i just love everything about it: carols, parties, presents, family, fireworks, that fuzzy feeling you get inside,christmas shopping, and you can make as much noise and chaos as much as you want on noche buena and new years eve!!muahahahahah!!!

As for me being sick?haayyy... i was supposed to go shopping in atc with my mom and sis today but i have to stay home.. grrrr... im just alone here with my computer, Loryfe, and my dogs midnite and rex... ♪Loooonnneeelllyyyyy♪ .... hahahahaah


well thats all for now.. bye! :D

---- ♥ Carla ♥ :D


*Christmas countdown: 5 days!!! :) *

Well, here it is my first blog entry. my own personal diary where i can spill all my thoughts...i just needed a place where i can rant and rave without touching a pen.. Things these days are happening so fast ive lost track... but alot of things bring me so much pain... not physically but emotionally and spiritually...
Something happened just lately, an argument. it started last night and theres nothing i wouldnt give to rewind time and leave the room before it happened . I dont want to say what exactly happened but now there is a sense of strange intensity in this house which i really hate . Its so strange because i really want to cry but just cant. I dont know who's to blame, who to side with and what to say to anyone.. its like im trapped in a jar or something.. theres nothing i can do or say to make things better and there are so many questions that i know will not be answered. I wish i could help but its all beyond my reach...

To whoever's reading this, dont think im always like this, im normally very different from what you're reading so.. yeah.. hehe ok, bye! :D

Ok, so maybe its not so bright, but its not as bad as my other post...
3RD PLACE!! one would think that its pretty good right? wrong! heeheeh cuz our choir joined an annual xmas competiton in vivere and we made it to the finals. There were 4 choirs who competed in the finals and we were the second to perform. We were really aiming for #1 but.. its still ringing in my ears: "And third place goes to---" at this point we were saying pls not us pls not us pls not us-- "OB Montessori!!! " ngerks... can you imagine the 2nd place was a choir of KIDS? they must have been about 10 yrs old!!
Our percentage was 87% and theirs was 88%!! wahhhh but now that i think about it they were kinda cute.. :D hehehe it was so nice in vivere the view from the 31st floor was really beautiful! i could see makati, laguna bay.... so i guess this years competiton was ok, and we won P5,000!!!! yehey! wahahahah!! :D heheh is it obvious im super bored?? well thats all.. heheh bye!
---Carla :D