Well, here it is my first blog entry. my own personal diary where i can spill all my thoughts...i just needed a place where i can rant and rave without touching a pen.. Things these days are happening so fast ive lost track... but alot of things bring me so much pain... not physically but emotionally and spiritually...
Something happened just lately, an argument. it started last night and theres nothing i wouldnt give to rewind time and leave the room before it happened . I dont want to say what exactly happened but now there is a sense of strange intensity in this house which i really hate . Its so strange because i really want to cry but just cant. I dont know who's to blame, who to side with and what to say to anyone.. its like im trapped in a jar or something.. theres nothing i can do or say to make things better and there are so many questions that i know will not be answered. I wish i could help but its all beyond my reach...

To whoever's reading this, dont think im always like this, im normally very different from what you're reading so.. yeah.. hehe ok, bye! :D